My personal experience of the ‘weight gain-loss-regain’ process started in my teens, forty-plus years ago. My sense of self had somehow become rooted in comments from people whose opinion really shouldn’t have mattered, opening my eyes to the judgemental nature of society.
My first tactic to “fitting in” was the standard “energy equation of eating less and moving more. and it worked: well, until I went back to my old ways, regaining all the lost weight and more.
Instead of becoming a happier, slimmer, eater, I jumped onto a joyless carousel of restrict-measure-binge-restrict. I lost touch with myself, with my natural in-built instincts, with my Inner Eating Expert.
Then I did something different. I moved to another country, experienced a different perspective on food, eating and health, and started to pay attention. Gradually I returned to ‘normal’ eating. Shifting away from rigidly managing a number on a scale, I nurtured a deep interest in health, nutrition and food choice that returned with me to the UK.